Penina Mann
To be born to Holocaust Survivors
If you don’t eat – you will never grow
To be born to parents who were in the Holocaust – means:
To eat in order to grow,
In order to be strong.
To be born to parents who were in the Hoilocaust means:
To be born with a connection to death
To a world without grandfathers and grandmothers
To be called by a different name than that of Uri, Michal or Tamar
To be bound to the hand offering food, to searching and worrying eyes
To grow and study
That your name is in memory of grandpa or grandma
That your family is composed of a mother, father, brother and sister
And almost without uncles, aunts, cousins....
To grow older and understand – that the continuum of life of your parents was cut short
Starts like any human being:
Birth, Holocaust, a break, silence, and onwards....
That your family tree has been severed
And in fact evil sits at your threshold
And you have to learn to progress:
You become an adult and know –
That the terror led to fear and worry
To see the half empty glass
That you are the proof that you won because we could –
And in this is your strength
And never ever have any questions
For which you will receive no answers